March 13, 2016

When I'm Gone - Emily Bleeker


Lake Union Publishing, March 15, 2016.

Four Stars



Wow, this was a lot of drama for one family – fortunately, the plot device used to reveal all the drama was unique and interesting. As the novel begins, Luke has just returned home from his wife Natalie’s funeral, faced with the prospect of raising their three children alone. He is shocked to find a letter waiting for him – a letter Natalie wrote on her first day of cancer treatment, a year earlier. The letters keep coming, and although Luke has no idea who is mailing them, they become his greatest comfort.


That is, until Natalie’s letters begin to refer to secrets she has been keeping from Luke throughout their sixteen-year marriage. Between Luke’s own tragic childhood and Natalie’s complicated past with her high school boyfriend, the secrets just keep coming. The three children have their own issues, and Luke’s mother-in-law brings along more drama when she comes to visit. And we haven’t even gotten to Natalie’s best friend Annie and her suspicious husband Brian, or the babysitter Jessie and her mysterious illness.


Although there did seem to be an overload of mysterious drama, I did appreciate the fact that it didn’t follow a completely predictable path. At the beginning of the novel, I thought it would focus on Luke’s journey to heal after losing his wife – and it did, but there was a lightness to it, because of the mysteries he was busy solving. The letters distracted Luke from his sorrow, but the exploration of the past also kept the novel from focusing only on manipulating the reader’s emotions in the wake of Natalie’s cancer.


The only complaint I had was that everything was wrapped up too quickly and easily in the end – if I were Luke, I would have been asking a lot more questions, but maybe he was in shock after everything that happened to him. Overall, the novel was probably more like three stars, but I’m giving it extra points because I couldn’t put it down, and it was just so much fun to try to figure out all of Natalie’s secrets.


I received this novel from Netgalley and Lake Union Publishing in exchange for an honest review.

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